hiya... i know exctly how you feel. i got diagnosed 4 months ago, and i still find it difficult. i get days were i feel so depressed! then theirs other days were i think i wont let this get me down, theirs so much emocional trauma!
its the same for me...i met someone he swept me off my feet, then dropped me leaving me with this! it makes me feel angry when i think of him!
i caught it off a cold sore he had, i didnt notice cause he had picked it off (eww) he said he didnt know u could catch it from that! id never had a cold sore i had no protection!
supose its just one of them things we will grow to except!

your right it could always be worse! xx